It's my will to be with you someday

Wed, 19 Apr 2006 13:31:11 GMT

Found out greg used me so after he tkicked me off his LJ friends list I kicked him off mine. =D

.:23·31·10:. ( +Koroku ) cried?
.:23·31·15:. ( CuteInuyasha-kun ) Where is my voice? =<
.:23·31·21:. ( +Koroku ) or were you too busy getting after some fictional character?
.:23·31·21:. :::: ( ¤ ) Channel Mode: %Aoriaku sets mode ( +v ) CuteInuyasha-kun in #PokeCommunity
.:23·31·34:. ( +Koroku ) completely unaware
.:23·31·38:. ( +Koroku ) that you could never ever have them :O
.:23·31·59:. ( +CuteInuyasha-kun ) No I havent cut my wrists yet....I have better things to do then to kill myself just because you used me.
.:23·32·01:. ( +Koroku ) mental little emo ^_^
.:23·32·13:. ( +Koroku ) at least i know robo sent you on my messages <3
.:23·32·20:. ( +Koroku ) this is what you get
.:23·32·24:. ( +Koroku ) for with me
.:23·32·27:. ( +Koroku ) when we initially met
.:23·32·30:. ( +Koroku ) i've never liked you
.:23·32·38:. ( +Koroku ) i've always though you were a up litle
.:23·32·46:. ( +Koroku ) so i offered a leg for you to grab onto
.:23·32·48:. ( +Koroku ) like a little baby
.:23·32·50:. ( %Morkula ) Greg. Stop.
.:23·32·53:. ( +Koroku ) and you grabbed right on
.:23·33·08:. ( +Koroku ) and no matter how hard i tried to shake you off
.:23·33·11:. ( %Morkula ) If you're going to keep this up, keep it out of here
.:23·33·11:. ( +Koroku ) you kept holding on!
.:23·33·28:. ( +Koroku ) and so today, i had to bang your little sadass head against a corner
.:23·33·33:. ( +Koroku ) knocking you off for good :D
.:23·33·45:. ( +Koroku ) i hope your head hurts real bad
.:23·33·55:. ( +Koroku ) and that you suffer long and good from it
.:23·33·59:. ( +Koroku ) stupid little
.:23·34·32:. ( +Koroku ) what, ain't got anything to say?
.:23·34·35:. ( +Koroku ) off crying like a little baby?
>><<
.:23·36·22:. ( +Koroku ) no it's not
.:23·36·24:. ( +Koroku ) i think it's so funny
.:23·36·32:. ( +Koroku ) how people go "I love you Kimi <3~" to her face
.:23·36·36:. ( +Koroku ) but yet in places like, oh, here
.:23·36·46:. ( +Koroku ) it's like "OMG, I don't want to go on MSN because Kimi will IM me"
.:23·37·04:. ( +Koroku ) did you know that ?
.:23·37·09:. ( +Koroku ) how much people talk about you behind your back?
.:23·37·31:. ( +Koroku ) everyone does
.:23·37·34:. ( +Koroku ) they talk about what a you are
.:23·37·37:. ( +Koroku ) how they can't stand you
.:23·37·50:. ( +Koroku ) but yet when they talk to you
.:23·37·53:. ( +Koroku ) "Oh hi Kimi :3"
.:23·38·00:. ( +Koroku ) "You're awesome Kimi :3"
.:23·38·03:. ( +Koroku ) but yet elsewhere
.:23·38·08:. ( +Koroku ) "Oh god, it's Kimi. Shoot me."
.:23·38·11:. ( +Koroku ) "I hate that ."
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.:23·41·29:. :::: ( • ) Quits: Crucificus ( Crucificus@219-89-24-140.dialup.xtra.co.nz ) quit IRC [ I was a PokeCommunity Chat User - www.pokecommunity.com ]
.:23·41·40:. ( %Aoriaku ) .-.
.:23·42·34:. ( +Koroku ) so who wants to admit to doing that?
.:23·42·39:. ( +Koroku ) i'm sure kimi would like to know
.:23·46·46:. ( +Koroku ) ahhh come on
.:23·46·49:. ( +Koroku ) someone reply
.:23·46·57:. ( +Koroku ) it's no fun flaming thin air :(
.:23·47·03:. ( +Chad ) I would but I know no Kimi
.:23·47·04:. ( +Chad ) :<
.:23·47·19:. ( %Aoriaku ) o.o
.:23·47·53:. ( +Koroku ) CuteInuyasha-kun = Kimi
.:23·48·00:. ( +Koroku ) Come on, you've heard people talk about her</ljcut>

So yeah~ I could careless because I knew somehow he was using me I was just to blind to notice. ~_~

(LJ fucked up the censory so if it doesnt sound right that's why)

Hey....

Fri, 03 Mar 2006 02:04:33 GMT

GUess wha? =D

Edit; You guys are no fun. >O The object of the game is to say "what" er...not...unless you want to be fired. If you say Anything with what in it you still get fired. =D

Edit2: Spam this entry with comments and see how big you can make it. =D

For PC Only.

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 19:02:11 GMT

This is just for my siggy at PC. ;D

Uncles: Andy and Jake

Aunts: Angela and Ashley

Cousin: Jorfe

Biological Mom: Andrea

Bilogical little Brother: Shiney

Half sister: Paigey

Adoptive parents: Jack and Kura

Adoptive brother and Sister: Chibi and Paul

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Happily paired with: Jolty-Kun

Sidekicks with Aoriaku

Triplets with Moony and Eli

Evil twins with Haruka-Chan

Uncle Andy is my hero. ;D

Sat, 28 Jan 2006 17:15:37 GMT

Everytime I live to forget,
I get stuck with eyes filled with tears.
I try to let you go,
but the memories fill my head with sorrow.
Why can't I rid of the pain?
Let the past just pass me by?
Is it so tough for me to keep going?
When I know that your love will haunt me?
I just want to be happy....
Stop the pain
Stop the tears....
just please let me let you go!

Ok it didnt rhyme...XD I'm not good at rhyming. x_x

But yeah...life doesnt feel the same. Everything and everyone is just changing in front of me. Is it just because I'm maturing so much that I'm facing the loss of my friends and getting hit with memories of the old PC or of evan and my best friends that I no longer have? I wanna forget but I dont wanna let go and that's why I have so much pain.

But I cant hide the pain because the more I hide it and the more I say "C'est La Vie" The more the pain just builds up...that's why I'm so depressed. My pain is bulding up and eventaully now releasing its feelings and making me so depressed. ;.;

From losing my best friend Karli to losing evan and now losing my favorite teacher.....I dont know what to do...;.;

Thu, 05 Jan 2006 19:41:23 GMT

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If you were on my old list tell me ^_^